Your man can't satisfy me either

I've been feeling incredibly unfulfilled by my husband's sexual performance lately. Despite his best efforts, he's just not able to satisfy me in the way I need it. His small package and lack of enthusiasm in the bedroom have left me craving something more. I've been exploring my desires with other men, seeking out the thrill of BDSM and the pleasure of a much larger package. My husband is aware of my actions, but he's unable or unwilling to change anything. He continues to go about his day as usual, leaving me to my own devices. I've even started to entertain the idea of him watching me engage in these new activities, adding a whole new level of kink to our relationship. It's a strange dynamic, but it seems to be working for us. For now, at least.